"Blind"

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

this song is really meaningful to me..
whenever i sing it i can feel alot of emotions..
i couldn't make you see that i really loved you
despite how much effort i put into it
and a part of me died when i let you go.
gosh.. i feel like crying already..
i mean.. like after all we shared.. then..
it was really painful. yeah. extremly..
there's not one day that passes without me thinking of it
at least once.. it's just THERE at the back of my mind..
many nights i slept with my eyes wet then wake up the next day
looking like a panda..
yeah but i got over it and i think i am much stronger
now.. then suddenly.. i'm speechless..
it's kind of like i've been slowly stacking up the bricks
one by one and then a gush of wind came and blew everything
to ground zero.. i'm just feeling very lost now..
i'm trying my best to smile in the midst of all this..
hai...
i'm a drama queen.